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Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Candy Coated Sunshine

Wrote this a couple years ago too...
Wednesday, May 07, 2008

I'm dead
I died
The fear of death does not become me.
Death is like a prize...when? why? soon? how?
Numb...that is me
I don't know how to love.
Pain...I understand
Happiness...I get
Numb washes over my body..
How can no emotion become your emotion?
Amazing in a sense of that sense
What is that sense? not the 6th one...
The one that you hear but never quite feel.
If I felt it I would not have listened, had I heard it I would have never felt it.
The sense of something taking over all feelings...just consistently being.
being...
Being what?
Being who I am today?
I danced at night in the rain with my head sprung, my tongue tasting what the sky put in my mouth.
Taste...a sense...my taste...a joke
Smell...I love the smell of Sunday
Sight...I love the sight of lovers in a park...sweet seduction and serenity of the mind.
Touch...my heart...haha...there is no heart...only touch
Listen...to my monastary...the one in my chest...the purgatory I am locked in.
They handed me my life like I deserved it...

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